>Be me
>19 years old,nogf, Virgin, would say my looks are below average
>5 odd years ago I started speaking to a Swedish girl
>We cammed a lot, skyped a lot and that kind of shit
>2 years ago we started an LDR type thing
>It went really well
>for the first time in a long time I was happy and the thought of someone having feelings for me kept me happy through pretty much
everything
>She tells me we can't meet until she is independent because her family are batshit insane (they were)
>Almost a year in, she tells me she is breaking it off because she met some guy at a party
>Two weeks later she comes back
>A few months after that she does it again and fucks this guy
>She comes back and I accept her because I don't want to be fucking lonely and I cared about her.
>It keeps on going smoothly bar a few bumps here and there
>Went on for two years
>I wanted to meet her so fucking badly
>about two months ago I invited her to a group for angstyfags
>Two weeks after that she ignores me for a few days
>She finally comes back, I am happy.
>She tells me she is cutting it off again because she started doing the same kind of shit we did with someone else
>Cry over and over because I'm a betafag
>Today I see a post he made, he's going to see her after two fucking months
>Can't even cry anymore
>Tfw