My (21M) boyfriend (22M) who I've been with for six years has been turning increasingly straight because of his guilt for being gay, and the other day basically admitted without flat-out saying it he doesn't love me anymore but still wants me as a roommate, and that he wants to date a chick at work who he *thinks* has a crush on him.
We live together and have for years. I moved away from my whole family to be with him, and I know nobody else in this entire half of the country save for his mother and one friend who moved away a month ago. Bf and I share a bed and I still cuddle him but he barely reacts and only really uses me as a back-scratcher. All my stuff is over here and it'd be extremely annoying (and expensive, not to mention embarrassing) to pack all of it up, separate our bank accounts and bills and shit and leave. He likes having me as a roommate but I don't see a point being here if he won't still love me like I do him. I almost want to just start looking for someone else already, hopefully one who would remain the same person that I met and fell in love with. I haven't changed or even aged a day since he and I met, but his appearance (obsessively working out, never growing his hair past a soldier's length) and personality (we've always been redpilled of course but it's consumed him) have all changed severely.
I know it wasn't me and he said so himself, but he's gone off the deep end on gay guilt. I'm still very cute and I look and act the same and as lovey as I did when we met, albeit with slightly shorter hair.
He said the only guy he's attracted to is me but he's more attracted to women. I'm fully gay and he's bi, increasingly straight leaning.
Wat do? Should I just start looking for a new bf on /cuteboys/ or something?
