the last gen to get virgin girls for marriage was before 2010 and till 2012, Now everyone has a past.
The worst is, lust driven past, like someone losing their virginity because they just wanted to do it in 10th and called it relationship for the sake of it nand did it.
Imagine your future wife has already sucked a cock of someone else. the possibility that people don't even wash genitals and she has licked someone else penis whch wasn't washed and her virginity was lost to this lust. Drives me insane
Marriage meant so much to me, i never seperated sex from love, and denied all proposals from girls in 9th,10th and 11th standard. 12 th and college too, now I don't regret it.
Because casual sex means nothing, but i can't find someone like me and it hurts me.
I am not regretting not having sex, cause I would never enjoy it , my subconcious self will not agree to casual sex, and yet, I hate that it has come to this
One girl I liked I found in 10th had bf who was in college, we were in 8th, It broke my innocence and introduced me to sexual dynamics.
Fuck this hedonistic world hurts me…..It hurts me too much.
I kanged a lot in teen years about , how much proigressive thoughts were required in society, and i realised, ancient seers were right, women sexuality needs to be controlled , they cannot understand the concept of love as much as we do.
