/pol/ - Politically Incorrect

dropping acid in college led to one of my first breakthroughs, in which I was able to love myself, if briefly. taking a fuckton of adderall xrs over the course of a two day binge also produced a similar self-sparking momentum. the meds I'm on now, like acid and methamphetamine, mimic serotonin to regulate dopamine and norepinephrine. all hallucinogens and most psychoactives operate by modulating production and retention of neurotransmitters, most of them using these three systems. there's no reason to "throw out psych meds" when the psych meds I'm using are "functional acid". the only problem I have with them is that I can build up a tolerance to any drug very quickly. wellbutrin turned my life around after prozac, zoloft, gabapentin, fluvoxamine, effexor, trazadone (worked well to ease depression but I slept a lot), ultimately failed me. mdma also uses the same pathways as SSRIs, SNRIs, and other hallucinogens. I don't like psilocybin (makes me too paranoid and anxious) but mescaline was great, as was 2c-i.