>early 20s normalfag with years of internet autism experience
>virgin and whitout gf
>lose interest in sex, porn, masturbation and relationships to focus on my studies and a devout life
>use faith as escapism to my beta personality
>start to feel better
>last year in college I met a girl
>7/10 cute extroverted girl with the same age
>be attracted to her at first but forget about it later
>start talking and socializing day by day
>we become friends
>meeting her I found that she share the same hobbies as me like anime and gaming
>same political and philosophical positions too
>become close friends and starting to do normie shit like dates, go to theater, reading, play vidyas at night and more
>start to fall in love but too cowardly to tell her
>during the quarantine after a long time without seeing us we declared in love
>she feel the same and I didn't know
>have a distance relationship
>eager to see us
>all pretty and romantic in the first days
>seeing the life positively and very happy
>become a bloomer
>discover that she's a virgin too
>feelsgoodman.jpg
>increasingly eager to see each other
>later find that she is asexual
>think that is a dumb girly thing and ignore it
>find that the shit is serious, it is impossible for her to get horny and consider sex disgusting
>disappointment and confusion
>ohgodwhy.png
>one day waking up really horny and starting to fap and watch Post too long. Click here to view the full text.