So I have cuckolding set as a Favorite on my kink list, but I've only recently come to the conclusion that my degeneracy involving it has become too autistic.
I play a decent variety of pinks, and have that custom visible on nearly all of them. However, I don't RP too often and when I do I'm generally seeking something else out. The bigger issue is that it seems as though all of my cuckolding RPs from the past have subconsciously manifested into capitalizing on the more meta aspects of it rather than a preset scenario.
I noticed that now-a-days whenever I seek out an RP, it goes as usual where I look for some generalized rutting. I have a fixation more-so for Chad and DILF types, but as one might expect I get messages from people outside of those types.
Sometimes I'll get approached by males that aren't necessarily feminine, but don't have a particularly manly appearance for their character; average guys. That's where I noticed that my meta-cuckolding manifests. I show some slight interest under the idea that I might actually be interested in them if I'm in the right mood, and sometimes I am.
If those characters show signs of submission though, I tend to push it, and if my initial push works, then I go further. It eventually reaches a point where they love being teased, and after the first little session of idle non-penetrative rutting to orgasm, I end the initial interaction there.
Day two comes along though, and almost like clockwork they seem to message me back, where I'm never really in the mood to play the same thing out with someone for another day in a row, as I generally have trouble getting in the mood to begin with.
I make a little compromise though. A dice game, or any kind of gamble really. Either 50-50 odds, or if I seem to be able to get them to submit, then I have the odds more in my favor; or if they happen to be uneducated on how the F-List dice systems work, I might cheat them out of ever winning.
What's the gamble for? If they win, I'll fuck them. If they lose, I'm going to fuck someone else.Post too long. Click here to view the full text.
