most of you are ugly i would assume. i know this is not nice to point out, no need to lecture me. i don't believe in this idea that people are ugly because of genetics, to me that's just one of the many things humans have been wrong about. being attractive is just a combination of a few decisions that manifest physically over time. being ugly is nothing but the lack of those decisions.
ugliness is a skill and the better you get at it, the more stunning it expresses itself visually. it has a purpose and the body is innocent for visualizing it. if you are ugly then your body is like "look what i did, i expressed the ugliness in you physically, isn't this what you wanted? ... what? you didn't? then why did you have all these ugly thoughts and behavior patterns if you didn't want me to make you ugly; i don't understand" and the body doesn't understand. it is too innocent, pure and genuine to understand complex mindgames most people involve themselves with.
the same way active people look at fat people, i look at ugly people. "how could you have let this happen" but of course the answer to this is simple. whoever let it happen was too unconscious to even know that this was something a person can choose to be.
anyways i am rambeling beside the point. the point is women don't find you attractive and you believe that's something awful. but it isn't. this is a system in place to protect you ... from women. see they turn men into soldiers in the military but this is nothing compared to what females are naturally like. they are the real soldiers. the reason most don't know this is simple: they were never attractive enough to be fought over. once you understand what women are like when they fight over you, you are no longer depressed that you are ugly, you are glad that ugliness shelters you from harm. i dunno if this makes sense, i tried though.
if you really wanted to, you could active your inner beauty no matter how old you are. it's not a nice life being attractive though. it feels like zombie apocalypse. i am confident future generation humans will stumble over it and they will be horrified just as i was.