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You are the healing.

File: e122216c54143ca⋯.jpg (408.36 KB,1024x680,128:85,Sans titre.jpg)

 No.14852 [Open thread]

Fresh OC from this morning, my expectations meeting my family physician later on today.

It took me several times to post here. Not out of shame but rather out of desperation. I am discouraged with life and i want to give up entirely. I either wait until I die or I will kill myself. It's just a matter of what comes first at this point.

It's been almost 3 months now that I have been on a fucking waiting list to see a therapist at my local health clinic. I jumped through the all the hoops necessary and attended the mandatory meeting to be on another fucking waiting list with just meds on the side that I got from my family physician which in itself takes YEARS to wait to obtain one. Otherwise, say I have a panic attack due to my General Anxiety Disorder and I miss work, sometimes I can't even get a paper at the urgency of my local hospital motivating my absence from work.

So for the past 3 months, I have been trying to get my life back on track. Trying to go back to school to learn a new trade because when I was homeless at 19 because I just went into customer service since I was still going to college at that time I never managed to get a diploma that would be giving me another more enjoyable for me and would pay more than near minimum wage all the fucking time. Even going back to school is laborious because I had to run after so many fucking retards to obtain the papers I needed to just enroll for the exams that despite being a school on weekdays during business hours would not return my call until 2 days later to tell me how can I get the necessary documents to go to the next step of enrollment.

And then, there's work. Due to my adherence problems with my anxiety issues, I was demoted to a lesser important position at work to minimize the impacts when I miss. This is already depressing in itself but now, at least 3 times this month alone, they changed my schedule 3 times without barely leaving me time to adjust. Now I went from 1 to 9pm to 10am to 6:30pm to 11PM to 7:30AM in the last 3 weeks. In the last few weeks, my family physician gave me a leave of absence for two so that I can adjust to the medication (Zoloft) and I took every day I had to knock on more doors and more ressources for hePost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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 No.14856

>>14855

OP again, forgot to mention that I also might have a lead into getting with a social worker if I can get my doc's recommendation for it and I am supposed to meet her again next week. So hopefully, this will finally break and give me something to hope for.

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 No.14857

File: 1fd26027c83593d⋯.jpg (492.23 KB,1078x1362,539:681,Screenshot_20180519-235938….jpg)

>>14855

Kratom is basically natures Zoloft, or adderall, depending on the strain you take.

https://hudsonvalleybotanicals.com/index.php/product/wild-green/

Wild Green is the most effective. I recommend a pea size dose, and build up, though my first time was with a spoonfull.

http://archive.is/nmUmg

Kratom basically stabilizes/decompresses you, and helps you curb nasty addictions.

Read what this guy has to say about it kratom, but do NOT buy happy hippo garbage; It's overpriced trash.

Botanical bunny or garuda kratom is best, and most afforgenocidele to boot.

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 No.14858

Fuck, I forgot I filtered d a b to genocide.

genocide test

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 No.14859

File: 328e619f5cfa474⋯.mp4 (425.25 KB,360x360,1:1,[screams_into_cup].mp4)

>>14857

OP still

I can't recall which between indica or sativa that puts my mind at ease but i want that one.

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 No.15220

>>14859

Indica is a downer, sativa is an upper.

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File: 2f215c3fdeaf979⋯.jpg (164.58 KB,607x572,607:572,artistic chen.jpg)

 No.14018 [Open thread]

>tfw high IQ

Life sucks. Should I lobotomize myself? Legit question lads.

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 No.14566

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 No.14919

Fuck you man, I'd be infinetly more happy if I could escape my 121 pt. mediocrity.

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 No.14920

>>14919

*infintely

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 No.14928

You watch a lot of R&M to get that high IQ?

Seriously, people who brag about their high IQ usually turn out to be among some of the stupider motherfuckers - and I mean situationally stupid, not "I can't do some fucking test" stupid, which unfortunately does not seem to necessarily correlate anymore. Even scientists and professors are willing to cut their cock open if social media and the idiot box egg them on long enough.

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 No.15217

>>14018

i've developed a years long obsession with the character jokingly depicted in the OP image, it has caused me to sink into a bog of misery and shame of being three dimensional

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File: d1a82dbdfe855f4⋯.png (38.24 KB,416x500,104:125,thinkh.png)

 No.15058 [Open thread]

…between an Aspie with murderous intention and a Sociopath?

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 No.15072

>>15065

some of them

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 No.15089

>>15058

I remember a test I was told to find if someone was a sociopath, give a person a pen and ask them to stab you: if the person asks you why then they're not a sociopath, if they skip that and just stab you then chances are they're a sociopath. Because an empathetic person will want to know why whereas a sociopath lacking the ability to feel others' will just go ahead and do it.

>>15065

They might be aware they're different than other people but to come to the conlucion on their own is doubtful. I would never have known I was autistic if I wasn't told so by my psychiatrist.

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 No.15092

>>15064

sociopaths adhere to moral code but only because they fear punishment

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 No.15094

>>15092

Aw fuck

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 No.15212

>>15089

Martin Shkreli, for example.

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File: f160c90332f1e45⋯.png (49.93 KB,143x136,143:136,wot.PNG)

 No.14372 [Open thread]

advice for a very sad anon trying to avoid it?

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 No.14812

>>14810

You gotta admit, libertarian and edge is pretty much the same thing.

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 No.14813

>>14812

I guess.

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 No.14966

>>14809

>>14812

>You gotta admit, libertarian and edge is pretty much the same thing.

Everything that questions our shitty secular social democratic society is libertarian

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 No.14968

>>14966

I wrote libertarian, not libertarian

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 No.15208

Take LSD

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File: e0ab1663f3d52de⋯.jpg (316.03 KB,600x800,3:4,20181209005042_glitch.jpg)

 No.15198 [Open thread]

So for a long time, I've had problems trying to find a woman to have a serious, commited, and loving relationship with due to the manic deppresive side of my schizo-affective disorder (sometimes the schizophrenic side but very rarely). I'm not an wizard because i've been with women, my issue is finding a soul mate specifically. I'm a 21 year old man who struggles with varying mood cycles and the occasional audio and visual hallucinations (which seem to get progressively worse); my thoughts also tend to be "really strong" at times (that's the best way for me to describe it; maybe overwhelmingly convincing is also adequate)

It's hard for me to understand how other women feel and i get very intense emotions of deppresion, admiration, and longing over little things like comments or body language (I'm hyper-perceptive so i tend to see every little detail and movement, which drives me up a fucking wall because my mind literally has to process it). When a girl isn't interested in a relationship after talking, i become deeply deppressed; when a girl calls me cute, i become super infatuated with them (i feel that these are more of an abandonment issue stemming from my mom though). I'm doing really good at controlling these feelings outwardly, but i feel like I'm loosing my mind and falling apart on the inside. I've talked to psychiatrists and councelors but even though i know whats wrong and I've been working on controlling my schizo-affective, i just feel like I'm getting nowhere and that finding a woman to love may be impossible

>what do anon-bros?

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 No.15200

>>15198

wow anon youre describing myself only a bit older

i didnt find a cure yet. drugs helped me to stay alive but its kinda a double edged sword

because when i look back my mental health was more stable and i didnt had daily the rope thoughts but i was also younger more positive and had hope for bright things which never followed

youre fucking yourself more when you borrow some happyness from your future but in the end you only block out the void and pain temoral and its crawling back soon

the only way to get free from these things is through gods power and faith in rapy

if you dont believe in god or spiritual things - it doesnt matter

research about FASTING and the benefits / neuronal changes (scientific studys / reports )

when you read about the teachings of jesus in the bible he is saying that there are special demons which only leave your body when you fast and pray. seems like they belong to some different higher hirachy of demons general maybe ?

legion answeres another demon when jesus ask him about his name which means 3600–6000 Demons in one Body …

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 No.15202

>>15200

I love the Lord Jesus Christ; he has brought me out of the dark and into the light. Without him, i would honestly be dead, addicted to drugs, or in prison. I've fasteeld for short periods before, but nothing major. I've honestly been wanting to do a long fast to help with my problems and growing stronger in my faith. I haven't been reading the word like i should be and i used to read it everyday at one point. I haven't been praying like i used to either. I just need to give it all to Him. Thank you for responding, it's nice to know that there are people who understand what i go through in my mind; it gets pretty chaotic.

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 No.15203

>>15202

please pray for me brother i am addicted to a lot of unhealty things and i cant get rid of them of myself

i like it too much and my dicipline is shit i struggle often and question my faith

i feel like i got so much talents and are blessed in a way but still so corrupted i do more the things i hate and dont do the good things

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File: 8a9c4000adfa1e2⋯.mp4 (989.58 KB,480x480,1:1,VID_20180916_122752_969.mp4)

 No.14576 [Open thread]

So, I'm currently in euphoria and I'll tell you why; I found the cause of my dissasociation.

If you don't know what that is, it's when you go into a numb-ish state and separate your mind from your reality. It's basically a coping method so you don't feel pain. I've had this for who knows how long, and I haven't felt "Alive" in YEARS, until today, I'm fucking lucid you guys! I actually feel grounded to reality!

https://maibergerinstitute.com/working-with-complex-ptsd-dissociation-and-emdr-therapy/

I have ADHD as well, but I'll have another thread for that one.

Since I have ADHD, I'll make this short. Grew up with a dysfunctional single mother, I was a toddler, she was an alcoholic and had times where she went to the hospital due to kidney failures. Fastforward, 8 years old, I was a spaz, brother did drugs, schizophrenia develops. Fast forward a few years, I am 10, brother goes into forced rehab since he's beaten my mom a few times thinking she is doing satanic rituals on him, and has planted a baby baphomet inside him, he is whisked to the nuthouse and comes back a zombie-ish person, all is well, for now.

Fast forward more years, I am 15, brother has a psychotic breakdown due to taking the wrong medicine, breaks all the windows in our apartment with his fists, spergs the fuck out, screams obscenities at my mom, threatening to kill her, my 3 year old sister is in the same room, being held by my 19 year old sister, I'm 5 feet away from him, frozen in his gaze, blood running down his arms, knife in hand, I am still frozen, completely powerless, catatonic. Somehow, my mom tells him our grandparents are outside, he loves them, so he goes outside to check, I bolt the fuck to the door, slam it shut and LOCK the bitch, then "You expected grandparents, no! It was us, the cops!", bro gets shot by rubber bullets, immediately snaps into his regular friendly persona and all is normal, but goes back into nuthouse. Schizophrenia is fucking crazy.

I go to the futon, shards and all, lay on it, bawl my fucking eyes out, nobody is there to comfort me, never felt lonelier in my life. BPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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 No.15044

File: c77993eff2f4812⋯.png (89.4 KB,1500x1500,1:1,07caced047b3f24a3e8b5e1b15….png)

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 No.15055

>>15044

What even is this?

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 No.15066

>>15044

>>15055

>dig deeper

checked

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 No.15191

Finally ran out of zoloft, so I'm taking wellbutrin again. It's not that bad, honestly. I probably just took it too soon last time.

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 No.15192

Nevermind. It's basically sugarpills.

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File: 136e350b6f37723⋯.png (801.04 KB,1053x1271,1053:1271,cf8ca90100cf5a7b1ce54638b9….png)

 No.15176 [Open thread]

fellow schizo and aspie friends i have question to you

do you have haptic hallucination of pinhead females crawling out your ass to lay eggs at your anus? i wonder if i would feel the same if i had no prior knowledge of biology of this parasite, im sceptical, i have not seen worms in my ass or shit but i do play with shit and feel something tiny crawling in my ass, i have never read about such hallucination, probably because schizos dont like talking about embarrassing things

i might play with shit because i like touching it (solid shit not fluid shit), asperger's syndrome has been suspected in me since my childhood but i have no official diagnosis of it

do you like playin with shit too?

ah i also had haptic hallucinations of flies and mosquitos landing on me, but again im not sure whether it was a hallucination

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 No.15177

My brother has something like that. He's hinted at a parasite being in his throat.

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 No.15179

>>15177

is he a schizo?

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 No.15180

>>15179

Of course! He also says crazy shit like "I'm the chosen one" "Child of Satan", typical schizo shit like that.

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 No.15189

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 No.15190

>>15189

He's pretty semitic looking, not too cute, he's got green eyes doe.

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 No.15039 [Open thread]

>Open thread

>Mention Israel

</Pol/tards trolls come

<mode close thread and blame me

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 No.15040

Maybe DON'T give them attention?

Why are you using TOR, by the way?

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 No.15043

File: 60a57ff133b553f⋯.png (69.88 KB,155x173,155:173,midget nukem.png)

Oh, boo fucking hoo. You have literally any other website on the internet you can go to if you don't want to be bullied for being a jew. Choke on my nuts if you think I'm going to give 8chan up easily.

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 No.15063

YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.

o/ o/ o/

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 No.15165

YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.

>>15039

And he is right to blame you, I agree to literally any other place on the internet.

Posting unfunnyest version of Argonnenwaldlied just to spite fucks like you in bed with literal government orgs censoring the internet using gullible retards like yourself.

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 No.15166

>>15165

>wordfilters

Dropped

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File: 49e0657e924e17d⋯.jpg (72.1 KB,440x406,220:203,49e0657e924e17dc16fcc30ac7….jpg)

 No.15069 [Open thread]

I understand ADD is not very sitnificant, but I hate losing my train of thought, my inabaility to really organize, my lack of motivation, me being easily distracted and my childish tendencies that occur when I'm alone. I hate how I am impatient frequently and how life seems so overbearing to me. Anyone else struggle with ADD?

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 No.15073

File: c77993eff2f4812⋯.png (89.4 KB,1500x1500,1:1,07caced047b3f24a3e8b5e1b15….png)

>>15069

yeah youre not alone

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 No.15074

That IS significant though, it gets in the way of being pragmatic. Just because you aren't trying to kill yourself, doesn't mean you aren't crippled by it.

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 No.15163

>>15069

Eh, I had a classmate (f) that had ADHD, she was kind of cute actually.

Too sad I am aspie, so I didn't really have a chance to get anywhere.

At least I amm not a total autist, though.

And you know what's funny - I have the same lakc of focus due to our depression.

It's all about the cope anon, the cope is no joke the cope is our hope.

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 No.15164

>>15163

*I am an aspie

*lack of focus

> due to our depression.

*due to our depression.

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File: d3fc21d5d88adef⋯.png (936.76 KB,1280x960,4:3,mental room.png)

 No.14410 [Open thread]

is this what the common /mental/ lurker looks like

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 No.14448

>>14439

I don't take any yet, gonna try and take something else. Too many horror stories with it.

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 No.14458

File: 738d99aa70617d2⋯.jpg (371.24 KB,715x958,715:958,downs_CIA.jpg)

I know the sperms are lurking.

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 No.14460

File: 022387005cb1c35⋯.jpg (84.07 KB,619x509,619:509,Screenshot_20180714-091332….jpg)

>>14458

I'm here son

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 No.15149

File: ec57cc784142736⋯.png (468.13 KB,794x775,794:775,4891615153.png)

He looks like a fucking faggot.

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 No.15158

>>15149

This

What the fuck man?

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 No.13782 [Open thread]

Hey is this the right board for a few mtf questions since I don't want to go back to /lgbt/ on 4chon? I'm a virgin in my early 30's and I'm thinking of taking female hormones so I can become more trapish. I'm pretty manly already, but if I can't get a gf, I at least want a girl's bubble butt to masturbate to, and maybe some tiny tits. Maybe I'll even do liposuction to get a bigger butt? As a plus I''ve read that estrogen can reduce my sex drive so I can stop fapping two hours a day and be more productive.

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 No.15060

File: f05b4bc55097ad6⋯.jpg (447.8 KB,1412x752,353:188,insane cat tranny.jpg)

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 No.15062

>>15060

saved

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 No.15098

File: a73b67466a39338⋯.jpg (22.5 KB,317x464,317:464,ab8c38355feabd3d7c6432a576….jpg)

>>13986

Enjoy cutting your balls off and being laughed at as a freak.

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 No.15147

>>15098

Trapfags are proto trannies. You're already laughed at as freaks.

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 No.15694

>>13993

They kill themselves long before they get to the cancer stage.

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File: b99d99440659d48⋯.jpg (1.18 MB,1536x2048,3:4,facepickingvictim.jpg)

 No.13701 [Open thread]

Post about embarrassing things your mental illness makes you do.

I compulsively pick at my face. Look closely at your pores: do you see some white stuff slightly poking out? That's called sebum, and boy is it satisfying to force it out of your skin. As we speak I have a big bleeding hole on my left cheek because I tore off too much skin. I still feel like squeezing that spot because some part of me thinks there might be even more sebum or cystic fluid hiding inside. It's gonna take at least a week to heal, and during that time I'll be too ashamed to show myself outside.

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 No.15116

>>15111

o-okay anon, thanks

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 No.15128

>>13701

looks like mogellons or government harassing

http://www.dataasylum.com

read into fasting and prayer

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 No.15129

>>15128

who is a mogellon?

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 No.15141

>>15101

>I also have a strange thing going on with my speech. It's normal, but I unconsciously re-speak or mouth the words I just said

Could be palilalia

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 No.15142

>>15129

Sounds like a pokemon

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 No.15138 [Open thread]

A part of me has wanted to die for years, I am unsatisfied with myself, with this life and I feel like I'm not really part of it. I just wish things could have gone different for me, and I'm sorry to everybody I've hurt or for the paraplegic child in my middleschool who died years ago, I never talked to you, but I remember you to the day you weren't there anymore. You deserved more than what I got. I am a weak person, and when my dad dies, I'll finally end it all.

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 No.15140

Go hiking.

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 No.13977 [Open thread]

I've developed an unhealthy obsession with a yg next door. Now as a person with conviction in his beliefs, I will not act on my Impulses or compulsions. Any advice on how to stay healthy and keep these pedophillic thoughts away?

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 No.14141

I wonder what ever became of this.

I know the struggles of primal urges, not necessarily with young girls though. It takes a large amount of effort to desexualize any female that is in my own mind, I would naturally be attracted to, but cannot be for social reasons.

>already married

>co-worker

>professional that you interact with regularly

>sometimes even family members

The amount of restraint required to quell these thoughts, even only temporarily, is huge.

There's been multiple times in my life where I considered asking my doctor if there is some kind of reverse horny pill.

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 No.14718

>>14122

Yes, yes it does.

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 No.14721

Destroy her cunny, anon.

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 No.15013

Fuck her brains out, anon.

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 No.15099

>>14721

>>15013

You fags are monsters.

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 No.15047 [Open thread]

what does it mean if you cry for three days straight even if you're taking all your jew pills like dr. skekelberg told you to?

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 No.15050

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Do you know why you're crying?

Yes?

Deep seated emotional trauma/issues. Seek therapy or a significant other.

No?

Bipolar disorder. Try different meds.

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 No.15052

>>15050

>Seek therapy

the (((shekelberg))) doctors have been way past fucked uply ineffective both before and after i adopted the 8ch mindset

therapy is useless if it's being administered by someone who thinks it's impossible for brains to not be normalfag

>significant other

>trusting 3dpd with your emotions ever

hᵃᵃᵃᵃᵃᵃᵃᵃᵃᵃᵃᵃ

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 No.15053

oh sweet jesus, what the fuck are these wordfilters

76 of them? for real?

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 No.15054

>>15052

Find a best friend or something, it's dangerously unhealthy to keep these things to yourself like this. You HAVE to find SOMEBODY to trust, anon.

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 No.15057

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>>15054

i wouldn't trust another human being if my life depended on it

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